Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Saidah not here today...Hmmmm...

Haslam is back wit his old attitude...aku da malas uh nak layan ko aslam..salkan ko bahagia..aku ok jer...slamat uh...

Oready tired listening to the teachers...Im starting to slack wit my studies..

Yeahhoooo..ooowwooo we've got no SOTZ lesson..best nyer...ble balik siang..

Yah n just now aso no EFW...we went to bawah blk and chit chat...

Ive done something bad to IQa yesterdae...I slapped her...i dun believe dat i slapped her..she dun wana sleep..n it was soooo annoying sia...she cried so loudly at d middle of the night..waking me up coz she nids to go to the toilet..3 tymes mannnn!!!irritating kan??..My frenz said im bad..yesh i am..heehehe..dera adik seh syam..haha...

Dahlah nuthin much...im off...bla bla bla...

Im chilling to Falling-Lacuna Coil..


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Monday, September 27, 2004

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What The Fuct mm
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These Arms Are Snakes...~~~~~~~~~;>


Finished my CAP but i have not pass up yet..Maybe by today lar eh...

Out of sudden Mrs Chua burst out crying...i n iffah were so shocked...and iffah kept on saying 'teacher dun cry..'But no use, our class jus wun listen to the teacher...any teachers...CUR, first time saw Mrs Tan scold..

"Glad dat the both of you are happpy..and u forgave each other
Make sure there'll be no secrets between u both..or us...althou some
Of you are attached, and starting a new chapter..please dun forget each
Other..and if you have any probs..we will lent you our shoulders..No matter
What we will be Frenz.."
Something bad happened yesterdae..received calls from yani and saidah at the same time..Problems occured...I tink i jus kept it to myself coz i have promised the both of dem...But now we doing Ok!!....Hope after the small talk, u gerls noe whus in wrong and whus not..I'm not siding Saidah or Yani coz u both means alots to me..The morning assem.made me n saidah guilty..I hopes dis wun happen again..coz i dun like to be d middle person..Jgn buat lagi tau krg..buat aku suspen jer...Pls uh..Dun...Bcoz of dat i cant sleep...cedebah..nak blg smue org per yg aku tak tdo smlm..muahahaha..
I heard that...Siti burpss...eeee...dun like gerlss burp...oowwwoooo better...
Ya talking bout Ct..haha..reminds me of Idah...still fresh in my mind Farriiiiiss...ok better not share em here..haha..tats our impression for also actually..muhahaha..but dey are gud gerls...frenly...so dun tink dem dat way..Like dem adore dem..muahahaha..at last yani n farris are ok ok...ok ok jer...hehhhhh...
Alamak ni felicia peh bodoh...Tanye "whu is burgerqueen in frenster..." Da tentu2 aku seh...Abeh bbl kuat seh...Nak org tau jer...Tarik kan Anchor die baru tau..Alamak..Nasib baik drg diam...
Chatting with adli..he said he knw shariffah...neighbour...all this while he tot iffah my sister..haha..kakak aku muke cm gitu per...Sak muke sak mcm iffah..haha..
Im chilling to Across Five Aprils-Saving Seats..

Saturday, September 25, 2004

*yawns*..... been online frm just now doing my project...CAP project...

I duno wat happens to my comp..sometimes can sometimes cant..See, now i can update my entry at home..

Hoping i can save all my work since morning i did.. Got tis one stranger came to me...alih2 add aku kat msn...sape iinvite??mcm paham jer nak tlg aku nye project...he told me if he do it for me conferm i got A1...A1 kaper..ko pk ni secondary skewl kape..irritating sia dis guy..

Ok lah dun wan to say much i gtg to carry on wit my project..Nuthin to write..

Im chilling to The Sleeping-Sunday Matinee

Slalu Gitu & Cadburiez

Friday, September 24, 2004

Where???

Terkadang kumerasa sia-sialah semua kujalani
Tiada titik terang yang menyinari
Setiap langkah yang kutempuh selalu gelap kelam
Kemana kan kucari seberkas cahaya yang menerangi jalan
Gairah di hatiku semakin pudar
Semakin tiada berdaya untuk tegar kembali

Kemana lagi akan kucari
Bila harapan tiada lagi
Akankah engkau dapat memberi kekuatan diri
Kembali di hati ini sebelum kuterkulai mati

Oh Tuhan tunjukkan jalan yang benar
Agar aku tak gelap mata
Ampunkan segala dosa
Bimbinglah hamba selalu dekat padaMu
Selalu dekat padaMu


Recently, ive been thinkin about wat happen to me now... Im still whu i am.. Syamsiah, you guys knwn since the day one u met me..I dun haf my freedom at all so dun tink i've changed especially if u have not see me...i shud ask my Cadburiez...have i change gerls??!!

Too tired nak layan tu Tag of mine... Childish Abes...i think she did it again...gerl, u n me...we are nothing now..So get out of this life...U are a stranger to me..I wun entertain all your werds...U are doing this so dat u can make everybody here hate me rite..even my own \m/Sg\m/..Nvm..im okie wit it..Im okie if ya wan to talk abt my negatives attitude here..Im okie..Feel free..U nid my username or passwrd or not..so u can type it at my entry instead of the tagbrd which only can exceed not more than 100 words eh.. Inform me if u wan kie..

Ey kalo ko der hal ngn aku...ko jgn babit kan kwn2 aku uh...Dila...shes innocent..Its her life...Biarkan lah..Once again im WARNING ya...Stay out of Her..And u Are making fool of urself S-hole...

Btw, JuLie here its not my sis from \m/SG\m/..she is someone who u guys didnt know..Used to be my bestfren..

Hate Me..Curse Me...I'm Poisonous..Beware!..

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

I believe in Israk Mikraj......

In Islam we nid to belif in ol dis...followed mak and abah to masjid dat tyme and listened attentively to d ustaz...felt so touched....and im thnkful to Allah dat im a Islam muslimah..i duno y i type ol dis..But some musibahtonsss said i dun belif in dis...Im prepared to face any challenges...cehhh...

Ok...im sitting beside yaya now...hmmmm dgr lagu Sepenuh Hati lah sialllll mana nk dpt... ok lah..but also vewi irritating dancing and seeing my comp...shoo lah u.... asking me some questions abt frenster.. menyesal aku ajar die siak...

Yah my sis dilz, yesterdae was browsing thru tis webby...which i find it kewl and rox...

Ya gtg now....wana see wat yaya wrote at wahab msg...ishkk menyesal aku... ishk...

Im chilling to-Killswitch Engage - The End Of Heartache

Monday, September 20, 2004

I'm back.............

As usual at skewl blogging at tis hr...WAHHH long time nv update my ntry.. skewl holiday duno do wat..some more my comp "baik punya".... n sometimes i didnt have e time to online coz sak wit her "projects"..every thing gone Word,Powerpoint...how to finish my projects liddat??!!

Kie firstly would like to thx my bro rul...for helping me to send my homewrk by emailing.....thx bro..
and lil n rul again for d amazing race...

urrrggghhh hair sux!..miss my old hair...ok dah..

duno wat to update actually...doin nuthin during holidays... at home went out and at home again..puasa-ing, Ramadhan's cumin so must pay back my puasa last yr lar...

Cadburiez all here except diah..shes on two days mc...oh miss my frens mann...lina, nana...

Im chilling to Alter Bridge-Open Your Eyes..

Friday, September 10, 2004

Stupid Blog...cant even update at home..Stupid!!!!!!!!

Thx to all the peepz who had bring me to life.. :) Thx a millionss...

Something bad happened..Haslam is in CH...early morning on d way to skewl..his mum kol me and i was shocked...yesterday i went to visit him wit saidah..he told me about what had happened..I controlled my tears.. Yah..and it happened on his bdae..n i forgot to wish him..5 Sept was his bdae..Im sorry..

Happy Belated Bdae Haslam!...Take care and have a gud rest...To all my fellow broadricians, haslam needs ur support..pay him a visit..do call him before u cum...

Yani not here today...so no joker for d day.. Irah n company are backs..Irritating uh kalo drg ader..nvm lah..afterall dey are my classmates..

Im now in skool having my BSA lesson...cher was talking all alone...kesian dier...hehe..no one listen to her..

Awwwwwwww i missed my Fityanese, primary skewl, and sec skewl mates...esp Fityanese..so long i never help out at masjid..Sorry guys..was soo buzy at skewl..i promise maybe during Ramadhan i'll come back and help out...insyaAllah...was tokin to mas just now...we talked about meetings and craps..we miss masjid ready..

I tink i gtg now..Progress test now...Wish me luck..

Im chilling to Nothing Else Matter..





Tuesday, September 07, 2004

FOR A FRIEND....
i knw you looked down on me since the day one I stepped to class..and even more when i entered to my institute life...
That I dont care..
I've tried my best to be the best and the bestest friend of yours..
But today, i realised im just yr used fren...

You didnt need me..You just want to tak all my friends and make your..
Now that you've got what you want, you threw me aside and talked behind my back..Bad ones rite..Shud be uh..
I knew i wasnt the best of all..
I knew i changed a lots..
People do change you said..but iwasnt the one changing...and you know whu are??
YOU ARE!! or might rather WE ARE!!
We used to be close, we knw our tastes.., we talked probs/craps together and we even cried and laughed together...its been 4 years grrll..But this what you think of me all this while...


Maybe you dont like where am i now and rather dont like who I am with...
Just want you to know, when Im with them...Im so really happy..and at the same time when i laughed wit em..i kept thinking of my previous skewl frens...

Take examples..are you there when your friends needed you and when i needed you...NO!! Tou spent most of your time with him and not with us...That's what we think about you...The/Our old frens oready gone from you and now, im not one of the friends in your list..I think i better get out of your Happy Life Now..

Youve got all my friends..and take care of em..n yourself too...
Just got to be attentive in class and concentrate on your studies and you will proceed to the next level/step..

Pray the best for you...
Im sad to leave you and the rest...
But i think i'll make my move first and you carry on wit ya Happy Life...
Lurf Lina Nana Ekin Ayu Rid...
You've hurt me with your words...
Who are you to hate my DEARLY friends...esp \m/Sg\m/..i luv dem verryy muchh..dey are much more sincere than u...
Ey! Btw \m/SG\m/ rox me more than you do...
Sorry to hurt u back...
I never forget my words!! coz im a daring gerl (syam step daring jer..padahal2..)that is why im typing this...

I DUNT HATE U FOR THIS OR THE TESTI...I'LL ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'VE CHANGED.. Thx..