.cursed and cursed again.

some friends are lyk dat.wen dey got new friends dey leave the old.ive got best friends but dey put me 50 50 in their heart.but they'll remain as best friends.i treat friends differently.different friends receive different 'layanan'.y i said it as 'layanan'coz treat is not gud enuff for em.so treat your friends fairly.gud friends do quarrel but everything will be okie after dat.but as for me.NO.NEVER.every secrets will be out wen u quarrel.ive been thru all this for the past 17yrs.never in my life i have a gr8 friendship only for some frenz i trust..fullstop.

To Alicia Zie wish u a happy bdae.

Happy Bdae To U.
Happy Bdae To U.
Happy Bdae To Zie
Happy Bdae To U.

Happy bdae mama bear.chey debah da besar.ops.maksud syam da 18.if u r reading tis i luv u.thx for being a wonderful friends.im glad to haf u mamabear.heh.

think i'll stop for now.

Im chilling to Lacuna Coil-Heaven's A Lie

.deaths sweet revenge.

*ALBUM 8*is out now.

saturday was another fine day wit all the fitayats.we have aloads of fun meeting with each other.n hugged for merapatkan ukhuwah wit one another.there are many new juniors cumin in.n im glad tat now the fityan had grwn in the populations of 100 over teenagers.n yap our meeting place was at pasir ris park at 4.altho the plan was not in a gud order but brother heifi had made it up so well.

the brothers were playing soccer while the muslimah played volleyballs which turned out to be playing dog n bone later.heh.but gr8.miss all my sistaz now.masihta,adibah,afykah,asyikah,kak aishah,n even hanisah,syidah,fathi,suhafana..well tringat dulu2 mase kat camp.heh.hope we cud meet up again nxt mth.coz this gathering will be held once a mth.

after the whole event we tot we can go bowl.but full house.duh its saturday.so decided to blanje ol my sistas at burger king.

today off again?.but overall i reli hate werk.hope i can go to skewl one fine day.im goin to apply for it after the O level results.n hope i can go to the graduation held at ite macp.nana told me it would be very hard to request for off nxt mth.y?bcoz they'll need alots of hand to help.n i cud be one of em.but i hope i can get off on 10 march!.

yap APM was gr8.bhumiband was awesome dey won.but sheila on 7 won too.at least 2.last yr was 3 seh.but nvm.spider not bad.dewa power.but peterpan cudnt make it.nvm dey r still new.but dey p4m.

i duno frenship meant alods to tis life.

yeap goin to alin's hse to watch all dos dvd's at her place.wana fllw?take bus 222 n drop urself at bedok stadium n walk all by urself.muahah.k go.

Im chilling to Dewa-Pangeran Cinta.

.infest.

my stomach is cramped to the core since yesterday.niwae iffah thx for msging.ive oready read them.its so sweeeet.i even had to thx the ppl whu msg me?ahaks.furnie.i always forgot this.forget tat.i am old.i forgot to msg lina to tell her which dae i am free.but tink none.sorry.maybe we meet up wit each other another day.

for THOSE whu msg me n i didnt even reply to say HI,i am reli sorry.

i tink this 'melatah' thing is making me too over at my werkplace.mayb some can accept it but others im not so sure.but i cant help it.it is sooo natural.i kept repeating the same thing.now even abg aziz poke me frm e back.

i dream over old chang kee.heh.the ladies are all addicted to OCK.haha.dey even kol the delivery man but too bad none of em could deliver to the place.so busuk seh the ppl.ppl starving.

but yesterdae was a gr8 day.noi bought me stick of chicken nuggets even tho i brought my own 'bekal' to keje.da la makan PER den nak cekik die plak.coz she forgot the sauce.

k lah im off to werk.

muacks.

eh wait?

wait!!!!!

AAARRRGGGhhh..n i forgot.i cant watch APM tis yr coz im werking.yeah3.kwang3.guess wat??Peterpannnn p4m babe.yeah3.tak dpt tgk lagi.n dewa p4m.yeah3.n most of all s07 is being nominated for APM3 nominations.CONFIRM.n yeah3 if they won n it happens duta receive the awards i even not haf e chance to watch him live in teevee.yeah3 best nye.it is b'coz im werking.duta beb.duta!!!!!!

*hammer maself**metal hammer*

Im chilling to The Haunted-99

.application.

arrgghh.i just cant get thru the application.now i cant do anythin coz theres no link up on how to apply for the course.i duno wat i am talking but i just cant get thru to the website.help!.

mad.mad.mad.

fed up.fedup.

i wana go back to skewl.

.grammy.

Happy Bdae To u
HaPPy BDaE To You
hApPy bDaE To fArhAn
HaPPY bdAe tO U.

cHEY da besar seh die.niwae have a gr8 dae ahead kie farn.n stay biol olways.

weewiit..nari off.k dah.bie.wana watch grammy.maroon 5 won!

thx saidah for taggin.

Im chilling to Ice Queen-Within Temptation.

.sunday morning.

going to werk later?sunday morning?werking?hmm tats normal fer me.shit.must tell kak lut as soon as possible b4 the time cums.its not tat i dun wan to tell her.its dat i dun haf e guts to tell her. syam coward.reli coward.

yeah tell u guys bout yesterdae.heh.there was this gerl entered my werkplace.she looked soo the very beautiful.she even smiled at me.but she didnt looked at me n say thx wen i warm welcomed her.tats rude.but im still ok wit it.she kept on searchin for her size.but wen she cudnt find her size. she gos "ei aaah ahhh"..alasmak sekali BIIISSSUUU.heh felt like larfin.tapi tak baik seh.Zawiyah saw the whole incident n she told me b4 i wen home.den we laughed out together like mad seh.the lady was pretty n quite nice dressed up.ok lah enuff abt her.by the way she gaduh wit her laki was cute seh.actually not fite lah.gaduh je.her children kept on crying but i tink die tak senang bingit coz at the same time org bisu pun pekak per.kesian.tapi smlm aku der pekak sikit org kater slack.aku ckp lack aper.makcik tu kesian sampai urut dada.

yeah been quite close wit alin.she loves metal.metallic gerl.somemore shes a strong gerl.heh thx alin.i tink u me n nana can clique so wello.all the way.

hope to join the gathering tis sat wit the bro n sis of fityanese.

gudbye.

.kong si pak cai.

to all my chinese frens "Happy New Year,Kong Si Pak Cai,Hong Pao Na Lai".chey.baru blaja.

was happy to receive a kol frm my twin.whu u guess is my twin.the one and only iffah.she called.iwas shocked + + + happy.talked with her for quite a long hours.biase uh member da tukar numor.hehe.free incomin dok.she took the same plan and even change the hp.wah.gaji da masuk smue baru.she is the same ol iffah.its gud to hear tat she haven changed.but someone said i've changed. aca.she said im totally a diff person.mayb i shud go for the extreme makeover.

so wat am i goin to do today?wat do u all think?werk?werk at home?sleep at home?eat at home?the answer will be yeeeeessss.im goin out wit nana.got the same off day today again.again? so today shopping.im not gona wasting my money.wat i nid,i'll buy.n give the rest to my parents.but again i nid to buy many things.see wat on the list first.tonite im goin to my family chalet.lookin forward to the chalet.but at e same time thinkin weder to go to masjid for the taklimat akhir tahun or not.hmm.

miss rul lil dila.the only 3 i misses soo much.

other than that miss iffah,yani,saidah,diah,farn,lina,n fityanese n bla bla bla bla.

k gtg gtg now.meeting her at 1.

Im chilling to Good Charlotte-I Jus Wana Live

.kasi satu.

wohhoo.i've already got my pay the day before.but still haven bank in.wohhoo.

yesterdae after werk,headed to pasir ris to my one of the fityan fren's sister wedding.his sister reli look sooo sweet n shes pretttyy mannn n her bilik pengantin was pink n white in colour.very nice.its like so peace n d sis jus cant take their eyes off the bilik pengantin.some says wana get kahwin soon.heh.mit all the bros n sis at the wedding place itself.miss em.so long nv see em.took pics at the pelamin all that.of coz lah sis wit sis.bros wit bros.saw ustaz n his gangs.ate.talked.laughed.jokes.hmm.gr8.smue da lain.kebykkan da bwk kereta.waduh.n some motor.waw.reached home at 12+.shocked jugak seh ramai yg dtg.

kak dibs told me DEWA will be peforming 27feb at fort canning.n d tix costs 25bucks.Aaarrgghh i wana go.nak mintak off.nak mintak off.i am lookin forward.

Im chilling to Gwen Stefani-Rich girl

.chaos.

its like d 2nd time 2 pakciks asking me wat songs the radio plays.maner lah aku tahu.yg bukaknyer bukan aku.den wen i asked wat songs.dey started to sang to me.eeeeee.naik segale bulu2 yg ader.oops.

today is a new day.today its not like yesterday.n yesterdae is not like the other day.totally different.yesterday,abg aziz not felling well i tink tats y he was not at werk.so aper lagi, kite yg jage kat blkg tu,yeahness n gaji buta sikit ler.sikit jer coz still got kak lut lewkin after us.but yesterdae was so like damn tired after i got home i bathed n slept.n now i woke up early.time for bagedil-ing.werk starts at 12.if im not finish wt the bagedil-ing mom will nag at me.

stoopid frenster.make my blood go upstairs.

yesh hope i can go for the ite graduation ceremony.coz ive aready submitted my name to em. Attire:Office attire for female. muahahaha.da lame tak buat keje2 cam ni.:p

oohh.too bad im not jealous.coz she knws shes mine.ooohh..im not jealous.

k lah nuthin much to update.above is for some ppl who do not noe wats the meaning of frenship. masuk jer frenster tapi tak tau friendship.ey aper kene mengene eh.k takper.as long as u guys understd.

Im chilling to Simple Plan-Shut Up

.ladies first.

Yesterday,i finished werk as early as the clock strike 5.actually it was supposed to be 4 but den it was extended to 5 coz still nid to wait for az to buy foods.the schedule gos,i n khaty go hme at 4.so no plan.msg nana coz i knw she must be bz at home watching teevee.n khaty kol noi.tat sleepy head still sleeping wen khaty kol her at 1 or 2.i cant remembered.ard dat time.so we met up at paya lebar mrt den headed to city hall.da lame aku tak p citylink,jln2.used to walk wit skewl frenz but now wit my werk frenz.actually we r link to one another,nana my best fren.noi khaty best fren.den me n khaty cuz.browse frm a shop to another.like nobody business.saw a lotz of new stuff.we dream to buy.hehe.wait for the nxt pay den can go shop.chilled at mcdonald's penin b4 we all promised to go home b4 'hanyut' starts.ckp n ckp da pukol 8.baru nak tergesa2 balik.reached home hanyut pun abis.heh.but we were tokin abt things tat gos rong at our werkplace.something not reli gud.but i hope im not in it.im friendly to everyone but no one wana layan aku wat.so aku layan d customers lagi bes.

Watched the tsunami's vcd.im not sure where mom got it frm.u shud watch it.mcm org melayu ckp.ianye menyayat hati.kiamat kecil.i almost cried.den the last part was the interview.hmm more sad wen d pakcik lost 4 of his anak2.poverty,famine,malnutrition,diesease,death.thats the living condition for some now happening in the world.i am grateful.

aku off.abah off.die nak ajak pi jb tad.but den i was lazy.somemore gaji lum masuk.nak bli aper eh.somemore i haven pay moi bill and the date due is 5 feb.n dats wen my pay cums.so tom no plan.jus now, msg a number of fren askin dem weder dey r going for the graduation ceremony held on 10 march 05 thurs at 1.00-4.00pm in ite college mapherson.but a few reply giving me deir full name n ic num for me to send thru internet their attendance.*so bear in mind syam on 10 march take a day off*.

i cant believe tis i bought peterpan's cd using my own cash wen i supposed to spend it on food. coz i nid peterpan's music.now werk da takble bli mkn. i hap to eat water only now.syed u crappos kepale butos. dun disturb dis life.

Im chilling to Gerhana Ska Cinta feat.Radhi OAG-Jiwa Ragamu.

1,2,3...go go figure..