no appetite.

ppl! hows my new skins &the layout &all. i've change everything lah even my tagboard. i've been sitting in the darkness for almost 3 to 4years when first i started to blog. &all whites now. hehe. i have nothing to do at home, was supposed to meet zainal, but he is 24/7 with soccer. (= but im cool, i'm just too tired to go out.

12 rabiul awal. &it has come to an end.at last! i will miss the atmosphere in the mosque during magrib &all the nasi(s) minyak, i'll never forget the people esp my zee, &we, reciting the maulud ad-dabhai' for the 12 nights as for me only 10 nights.alhamdulillah.

hmm nxt week, i was recommended by miss filza, for a job. a one week job with a good pay. haha. &will meet you on wednesday ouhkey filz. anyway thank you for the opportunity given to me by you &friends. &that covers my one month expenses.

to all smokers out there,

"merokok boleh, mendatangkan bahaya. jika anda ngeri hendak tgk di bahagian lain dimuka saya, lihat lah bahagian lain di atas kotak rokok" (betol tak?sembarang je syamsiah.sorry.)

but tis woman is for real lah eh. takots.

faiz kau nak bet ngan aku pulak eh. kita tgk sape yg menang kie. arsenal or liverpool. lu cabar gua. haha. okok.

PICNIC WITH THE EX-FLIANS!!

firstly, i would like to thanks khairiyah &lydia because they've helped me with the planning &stuffs. ¬ forgetting hajar, thanks for your idea to plan the reunion. although many didn't turned up still im happy to have meet people like farhanah, fatimah &liyanah. but i'll be glad if alin joins us with the next reunion. insya'Allah. meanwhile, enjoy tis!

everything turned out to be great despite the small quarelled.

finally, my couz, bro nor iskandar and sis mazleena, wife are married. && no more stories of papa jahat. papa,papa jgn jahat, papa jgn nakal sgt. eeeeee.

selamat mengharungi alam rumah tangga.
amin.

loves the deco &the commemorative event went smoothly throughout the whole day without any obstacles. the whole atmosphere were filled with air-cond, laughters, tears &laughters again. i loves being with the cousins.

lets count how many purple notes we got here.

guess?

nikah-ceremony.

happy cousins, long way to go.

i think i've shown enough lah eh. take care ppl!!

stop BUGGING IntO
MY LIFE BUGGERS!!

khadijah mosque-nasi tomato.

yalah2 zee, im posting my entry now lah! hee.

everyday its you i see, lah zee. so, i shall write entry for today about you. you, just you. haha.eeee. it sounds so lesbo. we ain't. sitting with zee &her sister during maulid in audi was a peace one, IF only when the "kids" behind us stop making noises. so, i'll go "bising nah,part2 gini,part2 gini nak bising.". &zee will go "dgr2, baju kurung pin bla bla." haha. tats funny &"wah mcm dah janji gitu nak pakai baju bla bla.."haha, zee is cute lah ppl i tell you. she loves smiling.

so the 2 sisters knw my mother already, we even ate together for the 2 solid days &mum asked zee's sis to also take for her bandungs. oh ya today is mak yam's bdae! happy bdae mak yam! heh.we practically do things together lah &camwhoring its always a must for me. lagpun biase lah zee yg paksa.haha.

zee loves to conquer the picture!!!

eeh sape makcik di belakang tu?! mcm mak aku je.

urmm sorry, waiting for the azan. urrm i mean don't waste time.

"kak syam busuuuk!!"

"whoever says im not rajin?!"

tis cutie pie is zee's niece. &i think she loves me. &i loves her sharp nose.
kie pls lah gbr last aku kwn2,

cute tak? cute tak, aku athikah?!

btw zee did i get her name right?spelling?

&zee thanks for listening. i love you.

earlier tis morning went to class chalet &turned to be fun. ppl like, chnseng,humien,rul,isk,shitting,rina,trishma,durg,jess,edna,sam,kelly,wawa,aini,wx,murp&eza were having fun. &something unexpected happened &it happened because of a stoopid reason lar.

&history kept repeating.

1yr down the drain?!

life has been a complicated one. not until when it reaches 24th march.i'll be the very happiest person on earth because im gonna meet the girls &off to the beach. i was conferencing with the girls &when, someone had made me touch on a topic of your beloved ones. it had opened my eyes not to love &give a 100% trust to the person that you truly loves. oh gawd it is such a pain pain in the ass .trust me.

someone's birthday is on saturday. haha. jeng jeng jeng. da besar jugak eh kamu. my most nightmare is the number 2 lahh mcm gitu.

zee, i think we think alike, haha yesterday was a noisy day at the auditorium lah because its 'malam jumaat' mah. so u knw 'their' mum lah. kewl. haha.&when i asked you to look at the screen,alalalala malu2 kucing lak.cute tau zee nye reaction.eh ppl yesterdae zee wore skirt, terserlah lagi keayuan nye.ok nxt time we meet, camwhoring is a must lah babey.

im still waiting for the full pictures from kecik. kecik if you are reading, holla me &pass me the pics quickly.

ps: eh korang, aku mcm ader fine rashes kat arm on my left, &my fingers. geli tau. takuut. (=


&he took away my heart.

FULL STOPss.

Read eza's blog. oh my oh my. we (isf) got the highest failure rate for mktg. im one of them ker? (almaklumlah tgh beperang when im supposed to study.ops FULL STOP), &&i need to retake.see tis is all because of you.FULL STOP.

Thanks to trishma. i woke up today, without thinking of FULL STOP. &i cleaned up the whole house.i love you lahh trish.

i get the story, but i still don't get the whole situation. stop wasting yr precious time, &don't waste his precious time to story me the whole situation too coz i believed he got some precious things to do. i am hearing no more from him.FULL STOP. im glad you forgive &forget. i always forgive &forget,but to you, not to him.FULL STOP.

to my bestfriend, dearest norlina &ateen who came to house yesterday to see me upset &saw the tearss,shh tkmu blg org. aku syg kamu!! lina, baik2 kie pegi holiday.tkmu lupe aku.thx for the hugged too.

went to khadijah mosque yesterday, &the dearest zee wasn't there cos she got class to attend.&today dear, im not coming lah, you should knw the reason.haha.don't worry lah babe, im okay.thank you.muacks.

syamsiah,its time for you to find a job &prepare for the future.

tak sabar lah to meet the fl girls this weekends, we can go bitching beaching together &nak berendam?!

FULLSTOP.FULLSTOP.FULLSTOP.

to whom it may be concerned.

deep down i've no intention to call anyone a bitch. so now, i guessed you've been contacting him all the while. but he deny it.its okie, kalau krg kate "AS KAWAN SAHAJA", but hello, salah ker kalau aku nak tahu siapa die berkwn dan dgn siape die keluar.

ok i'll shall leave him with you. i promised myself not to interfere with his life anymore. even though i still love him.

i am soo sorry if i ever called you a bitch.

im sorry.im sorry.i gain nothing fighting over a guy like him.

assalamualaikum, lina.

thx to the bitch who stole her boyfren!

take him all you want, he is such a useless and helpless boy.
&you must be fully prepared to be with him.
he is such a great &sweet talker !@#$%^&*.

gud luck.

i miss the poks! and i really do.

exams around the corner.



marketing over! dun ask, on how well i did for the paper. very well done kott.



another human resource's paper in 2 days time.




babai..

read: missing you.

un-appreciated.



" im feeling really unappreciated, you take

my love for granted babe,

&i dont know hoe much more I can take

from you

you don't do the things you used to do

you don't even say 'i love you too'

&lately I've been feeling,

feeling unappreciated"




sorry i had to be these emo, viewers. (=

ok &i'll stop here.

mugging.

" kembali mengisi hari ku, kerna hanya kau yg mampu.."

well,it ends.

oh my, how i can fogot my bunch of keys. i left it at my locker.

thanks to wahidah. we've been helping each other lately.

anyways yesterdae was my lil sis bdae,

i've yet to buy her prezie.

i knw she wont be reading my post, but i love being with her. she cheered me up when im down always.

happy bdae to you
happy bdae to you
happy bdae to iqah
happy bdae to you

be a good girl and be the best sister.

monday, will be the first and a very important paper for me. marketing.


adios.

ALLAH selamatkan kamu



Happy Bdae To You

Happy Bdae To You

Happy Bdae To Filza

Happy Bdae To You



How can i forgot ur bdae!

wah da duapulohsatu tahun seh.

kiwaaaak.

da besar panjang anak si taib.

terima kasih kerana persahabatan kamu!

take care, love!



more to come love!

black magic.

few more days to go, before it is officially the last day in school.
frankly,
i am not ready to leave school and go out to work.i'll miss each and everyone in school especially my friends.
but lives has to go on.

had netball pratice on our own yesterday with nurul and fad. they are the most craziest people on earth. we had games and fun. and....after game, we were on our way to ljs and nurul decided to snap snap snap...

championship.

siape cakap..

gorgeous papan,nonoi.

fad belo.

syamsiah, si cantek manis.

hehe.

"syurga di telapak kaki ibu.."

myy love shall not end, cos i'll be loving you till the end.

To someone

AKHIR RASA INI

Terlarut aku dalam kesendirian

Saat aku menyedari

Tiada lagi dirimu kini..ohh.

Sampai kapankah

Aku mampu bertahan

Tetap lihat mu jalani

Semua kisah hidupku ini..ohh

Tak akan terganti

Setiap kenangan yg telah terukir

Kau yg terindah yang melekat dihati

Akankah berakhir, semua rasa yang telah

tercipta

Di dalam benakku

Dan di dalam asalku

Terlarut aku jalan kesendirian

Saat aku menyadari ohh..

Tiada lagi dirimu kini..ohh..

Tak akan terganti setiap kenangan yg telah terukir

Kau yg terindah dan melekat dihati

Akankah berakhir semua kisah yang telah tercipta

DI DALAM BENAKKU, DAN DI DALAM ASALKU.

-Samsons