he called.dear was at melacca now.miss him so much.hint hint.but still angry wit him.went to melacca didnt tell me.told me last minute.i hate last minute thingy.i n dear had a gr8 talked.we talked abt everything.but hes too late i told him i started to hate guys,their talks,their lies,their ego.he knew but still he dun wan us to be apart.i respect that n decided to continue on life wit him.so my heart will be so called 50 50 wit him.k understd.


yeah n now im doing my OA project.it sucks now.many changes had to be made asap.n i nid to finish by today coz i'll be bz 2days to cum n the date due will be on mon before 5pm. 5.05pm marks will be deducted.


k la la la...watching peterpan at indo channel.i got sum'n very serious to type but nvm.i'll continue lah.k tata ppl.


muacks.

i know lah im early today lah.siow.!ya went home strait after skewl coz kinda lazy to go anywhere. filz n ctjam asked me to tag along but my body is just to weak to follow.i felt bad jus now nv follow dem.ape seh syam feels bad.


got to finish my projects b4 saturday coz i knw after that i'll be damn bz wit werk, biz projects n shooting.haha i am a star.a BIG star.i cant wait to go to werk tis sat coz i jus missing my colleagues not the big sistaz of coz.im missing nana alin yana.*hug* and not forgetting zawiyah.miss her loads.dun weri z im okie.


haha im boring.oh its im bored.ya filz is rite im not boring after all.


here are some pics.

Tis is our shoes.Tis is our socks.Tis are we.

the picture i n wahida took on the way to ct hall to follow chinseng to grab some money.hes kinda paiseh to take pics in front of so many ppl.

But he is okie after that.the reason was we have to follow him all the way to ct hall.k nice one.

Oranges from the fatayats ghufran.

i got nuthing to do wit any guys animore.im single.love life hurts.hate guys

i cant sleep at all now.werid fer everything. i got tis prob but i din dare to share to anyone yet.coz i dun wan ppl to get so werid fer me.mebe i just keep dem away frm everyone.i kept coughing since last wk i duno y.but my tekak feels soo gatal.and i always coughed n coughed like hell.

hmm after soo much discussion i tink i will give in.its always me giving in.i duno y.mebe tats my weakness.talk to mamak feizel yesterdae.he gives me hope.but i think i have no hope.die pun same gak cm aku beh da pandai nak kasi org kate smgt.smck muke die baru tau.but i hope tis will be the last la.after tis nuthin will happen again to me babygurl n zie.i jus cnt let tis happen coz we goin thru tis 2yrs.k im off.hmm.

somebody save me.

you said many things i believed....you said i was a great person.....you said i'm perfect how i am....you said i was your angel......you said you'd never leave me....you said you loved me.......you said i'd always be happy......you said I'd be happy with you....you said i was everything you wanted...you said manythings but they were a lie,I'm not happy,I'm not perfect,I'm not your angel,I'm not happy with you,I'm never going to be happy,I'm not with you,I'm never again going to be happy because you left me.....

=-for whuever-=

happy bdae to u,
happy bdae to u,
happy bdae to HASLAM,
happy bdae to u.......
sori for the belated wish here..
watever it is ive oready wish u personally.
take cre n great day ahead. wish u the best in life.

muhaimin saw me early morning.he said dat he tinks i nid a lot of rest coz i look so down.so i told him..i NEVER had enuff sleep at nite.y? coz i miss my family. :( . went to skewl for 2 hrs and spent most of my time at suntec shop.me n my lesbi partner,filz n her frens.kewl its my 1st time i went out wit.....them.kewl!actually it was supposed to be doing the bzf project but turn out to be our plan.i still haven bought the tops i wanted.nah,mebe later,its not so important after all. at 3.make our way to far east coz syirah wans to take her ordered cd at tis shop.gr8 a metal shop.den saw farn. he was wit someone.at first i tot the tall boy was not him.but as we got closer yah he is farhantoyol.was glad dat we met.n i met ahaddiah she was on her way to CC for dikir.hmm..im happy fer her coz shes now werking at sepuluh gantung.

now discussing wit filz abt the bzf thingy.we running out of ideas.mebe tmr den we strt to write the draft.filz shared her probs wit me.dun weri im here.hehe.shes soo emo seh.sepak muke de baru tau da lah bli baju 80+.haha.

he went to teens alive.i hope he'll be alive after the teens alive event.he is alive.

tmr i cannot be late 4 skewl,if not i have to sing majulah singapore to the class.paiseh mak.n wish me luck ppl coz tmr i'll be having my accounting CA.

Nytes.Muacks.

i duno y like tis song so much n even listen to the song everyday.

Im chilling to Radja-Jujur

before i starts wit everything i would like to wish Shazana Bte Samsuri a very happy 18th bdae.hope she'll knw wat is rite or wrong n wats gud n bad for her.thx for being a bestfren. tis frenship will soon be a rival.its a sad thing.but tis is the fact and i will slowly go thru tis althou it hurts so much.so tis is for u,babygurl

happy bdae to u happy bdae to u
happy bdae to shazana
happy bdae to u.



if u happens to read tis,watever we goin thru pls dun let zie suffer,she is very particular wit this friendship. altho we mite not be happy, i hope u will be happy wit ur loved ones.wat we are goin thru now its all the children game.it sounds so childish n stoopid.sori i have to use words to make u 'sedar'.

i hate rudeness.n i cant stand them.

yesterdae was like a dramatic day for a couple,whereby,she n he fougt.she cried.he cried.both cried.she has many things to say to him.but dun have e guts coz she oready knw wats his response to cum.dey merely break up but he saves it all.what will happen next?i reli dun have it ans.

wheee i jus cant wait to window shop wit filz,siti,n the ppl joining us.it will be fun if we were to go shop together.hmm my pay was quite okay.i hope i dun finish dem up.i reli cnt wait to buy the tops @ fozwomen,u2,baleno.duno wheres the shop actually but its at suntec.hope it dun finish.n the watch too.ppl whu knws me will noe wich watch im talking abt.

at last!im finished wit the ramadhan kick off thingy.now i can sit in peace and the follow up will be th projects.gud work comm members i must say altho we had manyyy misunderstndings we still make it happen.

now watching the cerite 'kuntilanak' or pontianak an indonesia show,named 'astargfirullah'..im all alone at home and had to be strong n brave enuff.

im jus missing my frens.



My first n foremost, colleagues






The laugther that we used to have everyday and all the problems settled by u brothers.








~wen are we going to haf the nxt bowling session HMSG?

~where is the love? hope u call me.
coz i nid to knw how fine are u doin?

the one and only itqan fellow.wen will be the next control station game.ITQAN 2005 aka Nurul Ukwah.

~ shariffah miss every smile of urs. im glad to still contact wit ya.

~toyol n wan i miss the jokes

im out chaoz.

Im chilling to Underoath-Alone in December