it was heartbreaking to see you in that condition. i swear i'll love you, more than i love myself. i know it happened many times. u promised me, it won't happened again. i saw it improving but still, i don't give you my onehundred and one percent trust. i want to free you, i want you to be the bird, flying around &have fun. &i want you to have the freedom.

i had my off today, &woke up &head down to cdc for abah's interview. later in the evening, i meet kak ct, i followed her to alin's, khaty's &munirah's house to pass kak t's invitation card. we sat at munirah's crib and look through all her wedding's shots. vveeerrryy interesting. okok.

remember my 4 beautiful girls. gold and pink are the colours.