people will have a bad impression on me again.

why must bother about other people's life again? why are you commiting yourself into such situation again? &why must i be the middle person again? why must you put other people's name to make damn sure to other people that she/he is at fault, again? why again? why again again? why again again again? freaking hell no wonder you didn't answered my calls again yesterday and today again, you act like you dunno again. its about time again, i'll make my decision again for who i should trust again. why again, GOD let us met again &gave us the second time again?

happy 16th.

meeting up session with khairiyah and mr.z.

Cool Slideshows

ns40 over at tamp.

Cool Slideshows

&met the fatayats at kfc. hope to see more of them next time cos i misses some of them.

friends, are the most important ingredient in life.

an outdated pictures with ite friends. i'll miss them.

freaking weird.

hajar can i follow, u say this?? buah dah kene angkat mesti kembang. hehe. that is for you who always read up my updated entries. yes you!! &kept on updating &staying in the affairs of my everyday life. a bunch of thank you, you. apart from that, who is this pak ajis? nak kate tua tak tua lah sgt. maybe pakcik yg da kahwin tapi yg bawah nye masih gatal2 nak kacau anak dara orang. jgn harap lah kan "bila bapa kahwin lagi". oh buaya! oh &back to 'you' for sure you'll have a wonderful time gossiping &saying cruelty to me and my friends.

work is so stressing, i got to remember everything/my work at my fingertips. i know that i'm not a responsible staff, &i had no experience but i wanted to try. being an operator, i must have patience &customers are always right. but my limit is already UP here. got it?!

i miss you, bouyfen. he is somewhere in an island &in the forest. i miss that "bye bye syamsiah". haha. eee kopet tak bisa mandi.

blue us.

like finally i got new songs from radja & dewa.

we are the semangat "seminit dua minit" people.


im back to update my entry. well, been busy this week as i've finally found a job. FULL STOP. lalalala. lately, there is something so happening just happened. &for sure histories wont repeat.


currently,

meet kak zana...
the semangat "seminit dua minit". that is what she said to herself. haha.




nora, forever booring with trainings...

the two kiddos that work fer money to buy cigars. haha.
olan &idah.



so much talking &laughing than trainings.


adios im out. working today.

sesungguhnya aku tak bersalah.

Al-Baqarah:(286 Ayat Ayat 1-25)
bismillah.
"Mereka hendak memperdayakan Allah dan orang-orang yang beriman, padahal mereka hanya memperdaya dirinya sendiri, sedang mereka tidak menyedarinya."

"Dalam hati mereka (golongan yang munafik itu) terdapat penyakit (syak dan hasad dengki), maka Allah tambahkan lagi penyakit itu kepada mereka; dan mereka pula akan beroleh azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya, dengan sebab mereka berdusta (dan mendustakan kebenaran). "

"Allah (membalas) memperolok-olok, dan membiarkan mereka meraba-raba dalam kesesatan mereka (yang melampaui batas itu)."

**

yesterday was the first day of the new kids/intakes to ite bishan. &oh my they were jakuns &kept on repeating that bishan is an old school. like hello, but why you choose bishan as your first choice? the answers i got were "near my house leh", "dgr2 sini byk perempuan" (or course the cheeky boys said tat), "only product design here wat". haha. they were friendly bunch of nice people especially the product design class. but so sad, im outta of that school aniways. hmm. see i just came back to skewl for helping out the juniors bridge leaders like hon, such a friendly babe.

at last met mira bello a.k.a neng or ning baizura. she is such a pretty babe n hot stuff in school i guess. haha. but shes attached.

not to this guy of course. hehe. ah now tis is that "kak syam" which filz was talking about at my taggy. haha.

okay i'll end here with my best friend. masita.


i didn't watch hikmah yesterday, because i was too tired (layaning the new kids).

**

heeeehee. like at last!!!! mmuacks love you lah. i got what i want. &the lepakings with dzul &his ehem was a coincidence approached by dzul.

met sis aisyah, raudhah &the guys yesterday.

one day.

Cool Slideshows

Cool Slideshows

muka aku sangat buruk. okaylah enjoy jer. ok bye.

tua lagi sekali...

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan hamzah...

Allah selamatkan kamu.

hmm da besar nohh. take good care of yourself &be a good brother to my zie. (=

i am looking forward to next wednesday. to cuz azmi, congrats for the new post in changi airport. wahh da jadi abang2 cargo lah kau. haha. keje2 baik. makan besar lah aku nanti.

error hafidz!!!

happy birthday tua! take care. we all love you especially the one next to you.

karaoke chilaks.

i was looking forward to meet friends &have a karaoke session with them. i don't care which friends as long karaoke session for the whole day. &at last, djah had invited me over to lavoz, rudy's friend place. thanks to you rudy, not only that we, have our bestest karaoke room, free flow drinks &food. the alien people whom i met yesterday were rudy, man, kak fauziah, &kak ct. they were quite friendly, unlike zainal, over friendly lah kan, semua orang pun die nak kenal2.

to khai, stop it eh kau. kau kata ape "padan lah ujan satu hari smlm tak stop, krg g karaoke rupenye..". haha stop it eh. tkmu behavior eh. pernah nampak makanan kluar dari mulut? hehe.

jobless.

sometimes you just can't go to that person and says "hey i don't like you, move bitch.". maybe you should find a way to do something that might make her/him hate you. but it happened recently to me someone. but no revenge. ignorance is a bliss, babeh. so yeah.

aduhai, kesian zie, takper takmu sedih lah kie. i'll be right here, for you. im looking forward to meet all the poks, for the karaoke session &sheesha kat el-sheikh. kecik,yante,reeza,sha,zie,filz, krg masing2 busy lah kan. beep me soon aite. niway sally just informed me abt the graduation day, amcm mau pergi keper. picit aku eh.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to hufaidah
happy birthday to you

met utlah darlink. love you so much &da besar seh tua. hehe muacks syg kau. jage harris baik2 dan kamu juga ya. heh. gue kangen banget sih ama lho.

taiwan is nearing soon. i want to be a good girl for a month. (=

i ain't a brat.

is radja's new album out yet?? im watching RCTI Radja VI Langsung. &never heard before the "jangan sakiti aku" from them. the song is prefectly cool.

"i hate eu"

"it was just a phrase, but its not meant to hurt eu". wat fish ni are you talking, crap? com'mon lah dear grow up lah. whatever it means, i'll never hate eu or anyone especially eu you! i have difficulties understanding myself &other people's feelings. &have difficulties understanding you, kau dan perasaan kau.i would like to apologise to you, because i have to ignore all calls &msgs from you. what happened, has happened, the hundred percent trust is no longer there. &forever, my love is forever.

&the beach was fine yesterday, &was glad to see the boyan power family again.

to cousin azmi,

happy bdae to you

happy bdae to you

happy bdae to azmi

happy bdae to you

thanks for not turning up eh yesterday, i waited &waited like a stone. i'm sorry that i didn't know that you were sick on your big day. dah besar lah tuh, &dah tua jugak, makanya jangan buih orang banyak sangat. kwang kwang kwang.

karaoke session with djah &ana on tuesday. nak pegi ke tak nak eh?

in case the fonts are to small, i shall write down my celebrity look alike. (clockwise)
1)kyoko fukada (83%)
2)kareena kapoor (76%..haha shes hawt)
3)ayumi hamasaki (76%)
4)audrey tautou (75%)
5)namie amuro (75%)
6)trent reznor(74%)
7)mai kuraki (74%)
8)beyonce knowles (73%)
9)mary tyler moore (73%)
10)gillian anderson (73%)

desperate for changing.

segala permusuhan

ada wujudnya

asal tak hasad

pokok pangkalnya?

betol tak aku cakap? (=

oh apa yang terjadi terjadilah yang dia tahu TUHAN penyayang umatNYA. Ini hidup wanita si kupu-kupu malam.

sayang lagu yang kat blog aku ni.

niway, what am i going through is the test from none other than ALLAH. i know it'll takes time to heal. but still, i have people/friends around me to be my pillars when i needs strength &when im down, especially my wonderful sister,sakinah, hajar, the poks (miss them), zee, djah &people who always stand by me.

i was supposed to meet djah for our own high tea, but it was cancelled by me as I'm having stomach cramps due to mensas &to the last minute, i'm just too lazy to go out today. she understands &apology was accepted. well, we nearly broke up friendship, early this year &trust me none in tis world is my enemy.

i've just checked my results &turned out to be not so wow ¬ & not so bad. good je. i passed!! da dpt cert higher nitec lah seh.im just disappointed that i did not score well enough for my human resource. but it was an easy HR final paper. marketing was not so bad tho, ape lagik AOA sssaayaang rajes.so much of study till late nights. hmm. sha &zie, the 2lovely poks who called me up to inform me about their results. well, they both passed too! (=

tomorrow, is good friday. &&the boyan power family are going to beach!! yeah.

yesterday.

singapore expo.

library.

met zainal yesterday.

tears.

suntec city.

food junction.

mrt.

snap pictures with stoopid glasses.

laughters.

met salihin with his girlfriends.

sweet talker.

sat at pasir ris park.

cockroach.

singing.

salihin shares probs.

goodbye salihin &gf.

bus no.12.

home sweet home.

danielle.

NERDZ. har har.

i've been TAGGED!!

RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. dont forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says "you're tagged!" and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.

1) Those who are close to me would know that i have such a good heart, even though that someone had stabbed me from the back, i still do good things to that person &®gards that someone as my friend.

2) I tend to be very quiet when I have problems, &would like to hear the problems of others &starts comparing my problems with them &will ponders everyone do have problems. I don't share my problems to others unless that really wants to know.

3) I don't like any of my family members to be in the house when i'm doing the housechores especially when mopping the floor. I ever asked my sibs to stay outside the gate &took my own sweet time to mop.

4) Lense is a MUST when im outside of the house, even to the shop.

5) Why lense? The reason is, when im with my specs, i'll be very blur like a stupid 'sotong'. (read=sotong) a friend of mine discovered tis.

6) Loves to collect friends' passport photos.

6 other people to do this (In random order) :
1)kakak (i find her lazy to update her blog. lets give her sumtink to write about)
2)hajar
3)lela
4)filz
5)zee
6)sis liyana

im alone today at home again. &i can't wait for tomorrow to come, &i'll be off to my first day of work at sing expo. &reporting time will be at 9.00am. i have to wake up as early as i could.

a millions sorries to kak nisa &farhanah, i couldn't tag with yall to arnorlds even though it is the treat by my dearest nisa. maybe one fine day, tapi tak nak arnorlds nak swensens. amcm?!

practically useful.

i was awaken by the beeps of my handphone.8 missed calls &thought it was from zainal.woah!!it was the cousin,azmi or known as ateen. thanks to you, if not i will be up late again &continously. but was irritated by him, he woke me up at 8 instead of 9 or 10am. i was glad to have met izuaan with his new gilera bike. wah someone pass already. &it was a cool yellow bike boy. "suke lah korang makan free kat kedai mak aku kan?".

thx for the accompany, knowing that today will be a very monday blue for me &boring. they entertained me with their jokes &the karaTAKOKe sang by izuaan was soo jiwangs but nice ramli sarip's voice.haha. &thanks to mum who brought home the 'ratapan anak tiri''s vcd. (= kewl lah seh crite die.

prediction.

to kak nisa,
you went through a very difficult one. but everything is over now. if anything you can just approach me.