cut our 'sway'.


before.

after.

before. in the toilet.

after.still in the toilet.

at last, i cut my hair after 3yrs plus of keeping it.even though it is not a nice hair cut but i like it as it is light.VERY light. not only myself, filz and yante went to same student's promotion at klearcut.

yesterdae, was a another tiring day for me. came home frm school at 9. heart pain.very pain. after the cca last night i was okie, nothing was wrong with me, i came back home and cried.someone at home didn't understand me.as if she nvr went to school before and knw what's the meaning of tired.what's wrong with me locked myself in my own room when im doing my prayers?she knocked like nobody business and blamed me when i scolded her for knocking at the fuc8king big door.blaming me, and accusing me off my attitudeS.kept repeating and emphiase-ing to me that i've grown, pls change my fu8king attitude.

and some 'never respect the eldest' people and is far away younger then my age acting in front of the people at home that she is the always person fetching my syafiqah from tuition.not like u have to take the bus to fetch her up. bastero.

and the guy,the only guy in the house, which i tink i loves the most also ignore me early in the morning.not asking for minutes, but a seconds to give me some cash for my concession.he simply scold me off.and i tink, starting from now,i will work and use my own money.

:'( :'(

people in the house never think what i did for the last few years before i got back to school. nvm. no use to regret now, today, and tomorrow.

some of the friends i have, change drastically.a sudden change.totally not themselves.

and the loved ones, its been a wk since we last talked to each other.

dan ape lagi, dunia da nak kiamat dan ada umat yang masih belum menyadari diri mereka dan yang menghina adalah 'sebaik2' umat."sebaik2 umat".

Im chilling to Radja- Aku Ada Kerna Kau Ada.